Day 4

Today I played tennis for the first time in a while, I thought I did pretty well for not playing in a while. I also had the hardest midterm ever in archeology; we were supposed know a map, and the study guide said nothing about that, so i probably failed that part. Tonight though has turned into a sad night. I thought today would be a good day, but the day has turned into sadness. Maybe this feeling is because I realized something, or maybe this sadness is because I miss my grandma. It could also be a combination of the two who knows. When it gets like this though, I find that writing helps, so that is why I am writing this blog in hopes that it will help. On top of all the other stress provokers that are happening in my life I now am going to try to work up the courage to ask someone to the ball coming up next Friday. I have never been good at asking people out or to dances even as friends, so lets hope I can get the courage to do this terrifying (to me) feat. If it all pulls through, I will let you guys know.