Day 6

Im praying that maybe one day we can put down our weapons and all become friends. Maybe one day all the children on the streets will all be able with each other without fear of the other. Maybe one day there will be no more war and we'll live in peace. This is hard to believe though because hardly anyone wants it so, but if we all try, maybe eventually it will be able to happen. Maybe one day it won't matter wether or not you win or lost, but instead if you helped someone else. Maybe one day we'll all get along without having to sing a song.

Day 5

Today started out as a great day. I wasn't expecting getting biscuits and gravy for breakfast, but they had them unexpectedly and they were good along with the coffee. Archeology was good for the most part too. We ended up watching a movie called "Before Tomorrow". It was a good movie, but I didn't like how it abruptly ended. I didn't know if the kid and grandma ended up dying or not. After the movie though my day took a little turn for the worst because I ended up getting a 53 out of 100 on my exam, but the class average was 50. I didn't let the bug me to long though. Then after Archeology I ended up reading my history and more in "To Kill a Mockingbird", which is a great book. After I was done with everything we went to dinner and kind of finalized plans for the dance on Friday. A couple hours go by and I end up watching Glee with katie and her hall mates. We then headed up to her hall and started watching the 7th Harry Potter, which is really god.

My Dream Last Night

I had this really weird dream last night. It started out where I was driving a lifted black suburban and I started backing up and someone on a bike rode behind it and I hit them, but of course it was there fault. Anyway they were okay, except they had a minor cut on their head, they ended up running away though. After they ran away I had to go on a mission to find them. This mission first started out going through the woods by where I was backing out, oh I forgot to mention it was dark out at that time, and anyways while in the woods looking for them I all of the sudden transport to the sandhill across the street from where I grew up. Down below the sandhill there is woods, a swamp, and some fields. After getting my bearings I grab a pair of binoculars, since you know you can do that in a dream, and I start scanning the fields looking for this girl. After not finding her in the fields I begin searching for her in the woods and down by the swamp, but I dont find her down there. When I finish scanning through the woods and swamp, I transport to a Halo map. I dont remember which map though. When I transported to this map, I landed in the middle of a battle, and someone hands me a rocket launcher. So I start shooting at what I think is the enemy and then I get the hell out of there because I dont want to be killed myself. While Im looking around the map for her, I begin to notice that there are people with lightsabers as well, so it turns into a Halo/Star Wars map. While trying to fight my way around the map without getting killed, I walk into a room where people are shooting with Nerf guns. One of the people asks me to have a duel with them, so I say yes. I end up shooting the guy with the nerf gun and win the duel. After that though everyone starts to turn on me so I begin fending them with my nerf gun trying to get them away. I eventually run out of nerf bullets so I start picking the guns up and throwing them at the people to get away... In the end of the dream though I never end up finding the girl...

Day 4

Today I played tennis for the first time in a while, I thought I did pretty well for not playing in a while. I also had the hardest midterm ever in archeology; we were supposed know a map, and the study guide said nothing about that, so i probably failed that part. Tonight though has turned into a sad night. I thought today would be a good day, but the day has turned into sadness. Maybe this feeling is because I realized something, or maybe this sadness is because I miss my grandma. It could also be a combination of the two who knows. When it gets like this though, I find that writing helps, so that is why I am writing this blog in hopes that it will help. On top of all the other stress provokers that are happening in my life I now am going to try to work up the courage to ask someone to the ball coming up next Friday. I have never been good at asking people out or to dances even as friends, so lets hope I can get the courage to do this terrifying (to me) feat. If it all pulls through, I will let you guys know.

I love you Grandma

This is a special blog dedicated to my Grandma:
Grandma Oh I how loved you. I miss your smile, I could see it from a mile away. Grandma you always new what to say when things weren't going my way. Always there for me, Grandma you were there when needed be. I wish I could have said goodbye, but sometimes life doesn't happen this way. Do you remember that time you taught me to make pancakes I sure do. I wish I could have saw you just one more time then maybe life wouldn't feel as if it was stuck in time. I will cary you always in my heart, it should never drift apart. Oh Grandma how I love you...

I love you grandma forever and always...

Day 2.5

My weirdest dream by far:
It started in a Middle Eastern country and I was Saudi Arabian, and an American came up to me and asked if I could help sneak him into Saudi Arabia (since it is/was closed to outsiders unless you’re making a trip to Mecca). Being the nice person I am I of course said yes. We then take off in a buggy type mobile going through the dessert and somehow end up on the coast of Saudi Arabia. We are soon stopped by some Saudi’s possibly cops or military people and I tell the American to sneak out and hide under the water while I try to distract the two militants/cops and try to get them to leave. While he is hiding and holding his breath under the water and the militants/cops are walking towards us I notice a couple fish just sitting there, I pick one up and throw it in the water and a hunchback whale swims up to the shoreline and takes it (so I decide to use that as the distraction) I show the Saudi militants/cops the fish thing and they get distracted enough so that the American can sneak out o the water and climb into a tree that somehow appeared there. After the militant/cops are done playing with the whale I talk with them and they leave and I wake up afterwards.

Day 2

Whenever I listen to the Hey There Delilah Station on Pandora, especially at night, it always plays the song Mad World by Gary Jules. This anomaly could be for one of two reasons, either Pandora really likes the song or Pandora is trying to tell me something. Personally I think Pandora is trying to tell me something I already know, and that is that the world is a Mad World. This knowledge that Pandora is trying to pass on to me is common knowledge however, everyone knows the world is a mad world. I do thank you though Pandora, for trying to warn me about the atrocities of the world.